I surrender
here
take it
my white flag
whipping
fantastically
joyously
in the wind
belying  
what lies inside
what is the point
anyway
who am I hiding from?
pretending to?
withholding from?
me?
I know how I feel
this yearning
this unfathomable aching
so deep as not to have a bottom
no floor for which to stand upon
emotions
 tenderness
love
passion 
unleashed
underneath 
the oceans of tears  

feelings
of missing 
and wanting to see
not the sea
but me
seeing 
thee