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Automediality is a key component of my artistic practice.
Automediality is a form of autobiography through media,
in real time, shaped by the media outlets utilized
this journal is one of my media outlets

please see the Automediality & Me page for more information

thank you for following along with me on my journey
follow me
whenever you need me
I'll be there

I am sensually obsessed
Emanuel Ungaro
the way back


wild one update

it is so clear today
I have never seen it this clear before

Tis not the many oaths that make the truth;
but the plain single vow, that is vowed true. – Shakespeare
My heart is your home

If you call 818-768-1802, extension 7 in March, April or May, 
you can hear actor Joe Spano 
rhapsodize about the wildflowers blooming 
in California that week
(via Atlas Obscura)
salt the earth with all the feelings
in your heart
and intensify the flavours of beauty

can't wait to see this in full bloom

I need beauty in my life
more than ever

Girolamo Pini 1614

you’re at the “can’t draw blood from a stone” level of being drained,
 in body, mind, and spirit.
Catherine Winter
the caterpillar does not bring
all its worldly possessions with it
into the chrysalis 
I did a lot of clearing out of all my possessions
I thought I was done and could move forward 
it turns out I have only scratched the surface
round 2 coming up
it will be a battle against lethargy. 
I wish I knew how to overcome it. 
someone told me they used to have to take meth
to do all the work it takes to sell on eBay
I get it 

view from Sunset Towers

Highland Dreams in Malibu

pepper trees

loving myself 
is allowing myself to rest

"You're a handsome Devil"
(whispers, "I want you")

just do it

she's on empty
fill her up

yes, intoxicating 

filled with joy 
full of joy

Saiman Chow by Laura Snoad on It's Nice That

warm fuzzies

tortured by remorse

to all the moms 🌹

I was a feeling fellow enough, partial to the unfledged, unfostered, and unlucky; but Fortune has knocked me about since: she has even kneaded me with her knuckles, and now I flatter myself I am hard and tough as an India-rubber ball; pervious, though, through a chink or two still, and with one sentient point in the middle of the lump. Yes: does that leave hope for me?"
     "Hope of what, sir?"
     "Of my final re-transformation from India-rubber back to flesh?"
Jane Eyre
crow's nest
(crow's nest)

sometimes, what seems to be the cause of pain 
is in fact full of hidden beauty-which is more deeply experienced
when revealed

outer appearances can be deceiving 


yes it is!!

on my way Darling

no more hiding
I want to stand in the sun
because I don't want to hide myself from you

sweet dreams of you

I am so happy to hear this
good news for me!!

Scents and Sense Abilities

a self-righteous attitude
benefits no one
least of all me
good night lover who counts the stars

100 strokes please

it's time for me to nestle
in you

I found this framed print in the alley
I decided to take action on being inspired by Asger Jorn 
hopefully by the time I'm done, you won't see the baby
only you will know it's there
(used portrait mode on my iPhone to take a portrait
of this portrait)