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Automediality is a key component of my artistic practice.
Automediality is a form of autobiography through media,
in real time, shaped by the media outlets utilized
this journal is one of my media outlets
please see the Automediality & Me page for more information
thank you for following along with me on my journey
My heart is your home
If you call 818-768-1802, extension 7 in March, April or May,
you can hear actor Joe Spano
rhapsodize about the wildflowers blooming
in California that week
(via Atlas Obscura)
salt the earth with all the feelings
in your heart
and intensify the flavours of beauty
can't wait to see this in full bloom
I need beauty in my life
more than ever
Girolamo Pini 1614
you’re at the “can’t draw blood from a stone” level of being drained,
in body, mind, and spirit.
the caterpillar does not bring
all its worldly possessions with it
into the chrysalis
I did a lot of clearing out of all my possessions
I thought I was done and could move forward
it turns out I have only scratched the surface
round 2 coming up
it will be a battle against lethargy.
I wish I knew how to overcome it.
someone told me they used to have to take meth
to do all the work it takes to sell on eBay
I get it
view from Sunset Towers
Highland Dreams in Malibu
is allowing myself to rest
"You're a handsome Devil"
(whispers, "I want you")
just do it
she's on empty
fill her up
filled with joy
full of joy
Saiman Chow by Laura Snoad on It's Nice That
tortured by remorse
to all the moms 🌹
I was a feeling fellow enough, partial to the unfledged, unfostered, and unlucky; but Fortune has knocked me about since: she has even kneaded me with her knuckles, and now I flatter myself I am hard and tough as an India-rubber ball; pervious, though, through a chink or two still, and with one sentient point in the middle of the lump. Yes: does that leave hope for me?"
"Hope of what, sir?"
"Of my final re-transformation from India-rubber back to flesh?"
sometimes, what seems to be the cause of pain
is in fact full of hidden beauty-which is more deeply experienced
outer appearances can be deceiving
yes it is!!
on my way Darling
no more hiding
I want to stand in the sun
because I don't want to hide myself from you
sweet dreams of you
I am so happy to hear this
good news for me!!
Scents and Sense Abilities
a self-righteous attitude
benefits no one
least of all me
good night lover who counts the stars
100 strokes please
it's time for me to nestle
I found this framed print in the alley
I decided to take action on being inspired by Asger Jorn
hopefully by the time I'm done, you won't see the baby
only you will know it's there
(used portrait mode on my iPhone to take a portrait
of this portrait)
I reckon that's the truth
and why would I ever settle for a lesser love
to begin with
the roses are in full bloom all over town
the bloom is full and the size of some of these roses