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"If you throw money out of the window, throw it out with joy. 
Don't say: 'One shouldn't do that' — that is bourgeois." 
Karl Lagerfeld

per Kurt Vonnegut
here is my four line poem
(showing it anyway)

Guess what
Motherfuckers
I am
Here

good night

Love

I'll meet you on the corner


I love his weight on me
it's so warm and cozy

nice way to be woken up this morning 

the Giving Tree hugs me back
every day

yes
that is what coming home feels like


the secret garden
where I am cat sitting 

 from Beverley's son's wedding last June

fashion
Rare antique Victorian collapsible bustle petticoat
on my eBay
(monicasvintagefashions)
Asger Jorn

today's graffiti on my walk

      
Whoa
Look at the fog hanging over the canyon!
You can't even see the city!

so happy to see you,
I'm glowing in the dark

une nuit à Paris

les couleurs mauve
noir et bleu
la blanche de la
Sacré Coeur
les mistes et la fumée
mixer avec les scents
la perfum

je suis seule
mais
je ne suis pas seule
parce que 
le mystère de la nuit
est avec moi

c'est vrai

(morning of Sunday 27 June 2002)

forgive my French if it is not correct 
😘bisou

it is beautiful
to listen to men
speak with such devotion
when they speak of the women
they love

Whoa!
it is blustery out!
🌬🌬🌬
shaking the whole building
Heaven 
is a city

It's 
called 
Los Angeles
that's why they call it
The City of Angels
because it is heaven
68 degrees
so utterly comfortable 
the birds are singing
all over the canyon
awash with the scent of flowers
I am weeping from the
beauty
of this morning
see the lightbow 
(instead of a rainbow)
just left of center

 so foggy and humid this morning
shining down on me
so wonderful to wake up to
orange blossoms
instead of cigar smoke
what could be better on a birthday 
than being happy

what could be a better birthday gift
than a perfect LA day
🌴☀️
Happy Birthday
to 
me
☺️

omg
the orange blossoms
and 63 degrees
Shirley's photo of California poppies

Truth

Never
Ever

I am my heart
therefore
I am my earth

it's so lush
you can hardly see the houses anymore!!
unbelievable! 

the trumpet vines are so full this year
they are such celebratory blooms

I forgot to say Happy Spring

omg
overcome by the scent
of orange blossoms
 sunrise
moonset

Twin Flames


foreplay with flowers


I can't tell you how exhausted I am
I am so exhausted I'm crying 
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
amazing shot by my son
so disappointed to have missed this
but glad to know
rainbows exist in Los Angeles too

good morning



the light comes shining through

another thunderstorm!!

moving forward
with a level of openheartedness 
I have never felt before


I didn't know getting rid of stuff
could be so much fun!
Performance Art is a way for me to say 
I understand

this is exactly why I don't like to criticise other people
because I am also guilty 


death blowing bubbles
in a church in Germany