Automediality is a key component of my artistic practice.

Automediality is a form of autobiography through media,

in real time, shaped by the media outlets utilized

this journal is one of my media outlets

please see the Automediality & Me page for more information

thank you for following along with me on my journey

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love love love the twinkling lights

they make me so happy

view from Robbie's new place in Laurel Canyon

yes, I am

thank you for asking

Gangsta Goddess

seeking adventure

water flouf

one of my spirit animals

ready for my morning workout

Robbie took me out for yummy sashimi last night

(the best in LA, Sushi Komasa in Little Tokyo)

to say thank you for being able to stay here

he moves out today into his new place in Laurel Canyon

hello

all photos by Startup Art Fair LA event photographer Mido Lee Productions

I am working on an iteration of my "Self-Voyeur" 

installation from the Startup Art Fair Los Angeles

for a submission proposal

The proposal is in a unique venue

All of my installations are site responsive,

so it is exciting to come up with 

a different solution for this venue

I redid this one as a GIF

I like it, but it is blurry

if I really want to do it right, 

I will have to go back to the beginning and do it over

Bekah Martinez from The Bachelor

reveals her pregnancy

Photographed by Legend

Styled by me

I can't wait to show the rest of the photos

unquenchable

‘Every great work, every big accomplishment, has been brought into manifestation through holding to the vision, and often just before the big achievement, comes apparent failure and discouragement.’     Florence Scovel Shinn

I feel this is where I was today

wanting to run

anywhere

wanting to give up

but I turned it around!

embracing myself

and into the unknown

I go

"Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? 

Love is everything its cracked up to be.

 That's why people are so cynical about it.

 It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, 

risking everything for. 

And the trouble is,

 if you don't risk anything, you risk even more." 

Erica Jong 

"It is an absolute human certainty 

that no one can know his own beauty 

or perceive a sense of his own worth 

until it has been reflected back to him 

in the mirror of another loving, caring human being." 

 John Joseph Powell

In your light I learn how to love. 

In your beauty, how to make poems. 

You dance inside my chest where no-one sees you, 

but sometimes I do, 

and that sight becomes this art." 

Rumi 

our happiest years

are yet to come

yours and mine

❤️❤️

I feel it

off moments show me

that I have the ability

to go through them

to the other side of them

I am back to my self again

after going thru the wash

serene and happy

🌴

I got one of these wooden swords today to practice Forza

in addition to my 7 minute workout

I tried it out and I love it

I feel a little awkward

but I dont think it will take me that long

to get the rhythm of it

the world is pulling at me to come and explore

I am confused as to what I am supposed to do

I look forward to my trip next week

if I followed the inclination I have right now

I would sell everything I have

and go walk the world

 

at this moment in time, the pendulum has swung

to 20%

I do not like being back here

when you understand someone

you know that they appreciate 

the little gifts of love

that show them

just how much you know them

I live in my dreams

Henri Cole on poetry for The Paris Review

living this at 80% or more every day

No. 22, 11 Sept 2018

I like this odd one as is

so I am finished with it

love this (ok, last one)

photos of Buffet in his studio

I LOVE them

 Bernard Buffet

I love this series so much

Bernard Buffet

  I had never seen his work before

here are some of his work that I love

my new follower on Instagram had this picture

of Bernard Buffet on their Instagram

I am DYING over this studio!!!

yep, soon

style is the difference

just focus on the work

don't let those people sidetrack you

11 September  2018

this is the first year, I feel peace, joy and happiness

thank you for teaching me how to live

in memory of you

No. 21 (10 September 2018)

 heart O full of beauty

(not my work)

my dreams are my own reality

a heart O so full of fire

(not my work)

so inspiring

so much spoken in words of paint

ever so intoxicating

feeling all of the universe in this heart O

(not my work)

Sol's letter to Eva

bursting with love heart O

(J McKeehen)

so happy heart O

(not my work)

psychedelic heart O

(not my work)

comfy porch on location

more joy

(not my work)

this is what joy feels like

(not my work)

it is absolute madness to give up on something so rare