Automediality is a key component of my artistic practice.
Automediality is a form of autobiography through media,
in real time, shaped by the media outlets utilized
this journal is one of my media outlets

please see the Automediality & Me page for more information

thank you for following along with me on my journey
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love love love the twinkling lights
they make me so happy
view from Robbie's new place in Laurel Canyon
yes, I am
thank you for asking
Gangsta Goddess
seeking adventure
water flouf
one of my spirit animals
ready for my morning workout
Robbie took me out for yummy sashimi last night
(the best in LA, Sushi Komasa in Little Tokyo)
to say thank you for being able to stay here
he moves out today into his new place in Laurel Canyon
all photos by Startup Art Fair LA event photographer Mido Lee Productions
I am working on an iteration of my "Self-Voyeur" 
installation from the Startup Art Fair Los Angeles
for a submission proposal
The proposal is in a unique venue
All of my installations are site responsive,
so it is exciting to come up with 
a different solution for this venue

I redid this one as a GIF
I like it, but it is blurry
if I really want to do it right, 
I will have to go back to the beginning and do it over
Bekah Martinez from The Bachelor
reveals her pregnancy
Photographed by Legend
Styled by me
I can't wait to show the rest of the photos
‘Every great work, every big accomplishment, has been brought into manifestation through holding to the vision, and often just before the big achievement, comes apparent failure and discouragement.’     Florence Scovel Shinn

I feel this is where I was today
wanting to run
wanting to give up
but I turned it around!
embracing myself
and into the unknown
I go
"Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? 
Love is everything its cracked up to be.
 That's why people are so cynical about it.
 It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, 
risking everything for. 
And the trouble is,
 if you don't risk anything, you risk even more." 
Erica Jong 
"It is an absolute human certainty 
that no one can know his own beauty 
or perceive a sense of his own worth 
until it has been reflected back to him 
in the mirror of another loving, caring human being." 
 John Joseph Powell
In your light I learn how to love. 
In your beauty, how to make poems. 
You dance inside my chest where no-one sees you, 
but sometimes I do, 
and that sight becomes this art." 
our happiest years
are yet to come
yours and mine
I feel it
off moments show me
that I have the ability
to go through them
to the other side of them
I am back to my self again
after going thru the wash
serene and happy
I got one of these wooden swords today to practice Forza
in addition to my 7 minute workout
I tried it out and I love it
I feel a little awkward
but I dont think it will take me that long
to get the rhythm of it
the world is pulling at me to come and explore
I am confused as to what I am supposed to do
I look forward to my trip next week

if I followed the inclination I have right now
I would sell everything I have
and go walk the world

at this moment in time, the pendulum has swung
to 20%
I do not like being back here
when you understand someone
you know that they appreciate 
the little gifts of love
that show them
just how much you know them

I live in my dreams
Henri Cole on poetry for The Paris Review
living this at 80% or more every day
No. 22, 11 Sept 2018
I like this odd one as is
so I am finished with it
love this (ok, last one)
photos of Buffet in his studio
I LOVE them
 Bernard Buffet
I love this series so much

Bernard Buffet
  I had never seen his work before
here are some of his work that I love
my new follower on Instagram had this picture
of Bernard Buffet on their Instagram
I am DYING over this studio!!!
yep, soon
style is the difference
just focus on the work
don't let those people sidetrack you
11 September  2018
this is the first year, I feel peace, joy and happiness
thank you for teaching me how to live
in memory of you
No. 21 (10 September 2018)
 heart O full of beauty
(not my work)
my dreams are my own reality

a heart O so full of fire
(not my work)
so inspiring
so much spoken in words of paint
ever so intoxicating
feeling all of the universe in this heart O
(not my work)
Sol's letter to Eva
bursting with love heart O
(J McKeehen)
so happy heart O
(not my work)
psychedelic heart O
(not my work)
comfy porch on location
more joy
(not my work)

this is what joy feels like
(not my work)
it is absolute madness to give up on something so rare