in the past 3 days,
I have had 3 episodes
with my health

I have been really strict with myself
and maintaining the diet
that keeps me healthy

these flare ups
have made me aware
that there is definitely 
an emotional component
to my Lone Star tick disease
not just a physical one

I am still going through some brutally hard times
 my body is very strong
but somehow I am not as able to 
tolerate the emotional effect
that life gives me
as I am the physical

I am glad I am being made aware
that I am still as sensitive as I have always been
I just need to be more loving to myself
right now