Right now
I am operating on very little sleep
A band has rented the downstairs space
with no soundproofing
They start playing at 12am and continue through the morning
They smoke heavily and the toxic fumes
seep through my floor
I have had 2 flare ups in the past 2.5 weeks
because of it
Generally I can go a month and a half
to two months
without having one.
It is very bad timing for me
with my show coming up
But I know sometimes
change comes for me at the times
when my plate is the fullest
This show is so important to me
and I want to stay well